i used to be kind, humble and loving towards others but they treated me with disrespect and undervalued me and made me feel inferior because my parents were poor and i tolerated it. eventually my parents became rich and i became mean and now i treat those that mocked me with disdain and if anyone humiliates me i put them in their place why is that

when we were poor and homeless I was humble, timid, and docile and would cry tears when people would insult me and if someone hit me I wouldn't fight back but eventually we became rich richer than those who once despised and now I'm mean I look down upon people, and I answer back harshly when insulted and put people in their place I don't tolerate disrespect. I'm no longer the timid poor girl I used to be why is that

when my parents were poor why is it i endured my rich relatives' abuse, humiliation mistreatment and disregard for 20 years. the more they disapproved me the harder i worked to earn their approval. I was obedient, loyal, respecful, caring, kind, understanding and loving towards them. I always had the best behavior and was the good kid in the family that obeyed all the rules but that didn't matter I was still vilified and punished for wrongs my rich cousins had done. I was blamed and called the bad seed but still I put up with it. Where they didn't show me consideration I showed selflessness. I have a passion for acting and a great singing talent I would offer to sing and entertain the prominent guests at the family parties but eventually I was stopped and not allowed to, my self esteem went low and I resorted to being the invisible child not seen and not heard for it was better that way. I played second fiddle to my rich aunts son Jireh and watched him give all the speeches and receive all the family love and support. I would never speak up after all we were the poor relatives begging for handouts. Jireh and my other rich cousins were supported in all their endeavors, i.e academic and career pursuits. Nissi was encouraged to become a pilot. Jireh was taken to a football academy in London. Norman was taken to study at a prestigious university. I on the other hand was neglected, my parents didn't have the money to take me to acting school in Los Angeles and my rich relatives didn't bother supporting my acting career. Eventually my parents became rich and now they're supporting my acting career I can now afford to study in acting school in Los Angeles. But when my rich relatives still treated me the same as they did when we were poor I spoke back to them, I now no longer accept their ill treatment and when they still refused me from performing at a family party and kept complaining i'm pursuing an ungodly career and that im transgender which is sinful I decided to leave them behind and now I no longer see them as relatives or family they no longer exist to me. Why is it that now at 20 I have decided to walk away from them and no longer endure their humiliation and play second fiddle to my rich cousins

although i'm mean and rude to people and brag about my wealthy parents, make kids at school feel inferior and dismiss those who have broke parents why do they still wanna be friends with me

when my parents were poor i served in humility and loved my rich relatives dearly but it wasn't reciprocated so i waited patiently for the time to come when they would appreciate me but it never came once my parents became rich i stopped putting up with their mistreatment and lack of love. i realized they'll never love me and now i treat like they dont exist at all i even left the family what has caused this

when i was younger i sought acceptance and validation from my rich relatives but because my parents they never valued or appreciated me. Eventually my parents got rich and now i no longer care for my rich relatives' approval and i dont show up where im not respected, valued, loved or adored. what has caused this change in my behavior